Needing new people to talk to. Just to keep my mind off things. It wont stay out of my head. Its too the point where i just want to get sick. I have the whole in my chest still. WTF. I just dont want to do this stuff anymore. This is the time where i want a man to hold me. I cant take it. It hurts. Im just.. Just so stressed. I just want my momma to hold me. I wanna crawl in a hole and stay there forever... UGHHHH!!! I love my sister so much and i hate that she is going through this. If she goes any where im going to.