Christmas is seriously my worst holiday! Every year something bad happens. Last year - Just got out of a group home with my sister. step mom comes out calling us idiots. Me and My sister opened up Christmas presents in silence. This year - Just found out today my sister is getting moved to a 3rd foster home and she is having a really tough time with it. She almost got put back into a lock up again. This stuff really sucks. Ive been crossing my finger since December started and i knew something bad was going to happen and it did. Me and My sister are talking about some stuff that i cant really say, but its going to happen and i hope it all works out. and if it don't then it will one day.. hopefully. I'm so stressed out and i keep having these anxiety attacks. I just hate Xmas and my birthday. Shit Sucks. I could just really use people i can really talk to.