June 26 2012

Life is about forgiveness. Love. Peacefulness. Happiness. Joy. Caring. Greatfulness. Life is about living for what you have, rather than what you don't. Learning that though, is one of the many hardest things in life. I got saved June 26 2012. You can't explain the feeling. I feel as of I was reborn. I feel hope. And thankfulness for god because he kept the devil off my back. I think that's what I needed for that extra boost. I think I could go on about this for a while:) I don't feel alone. It's not some joke that people make it out to be. It's having faith in something. Loving something. Feeling something. It's one of those obstacles in life that you must have. There's so much joy and happiness that comes with that. Jut because you get right with god doesn't mean that your care free an all you do is preach and easy. Were all human we all still have pain, anger, aloneness. It's life. But I would highly recommend to finding your path. Soon. Before its to late. Anything can happen with the snaps of your finger

Definition of caring

Caring is about wanting what's best for someone. Whether it hurts there feelings or not, you should tell your true opinion of what you think is right without putting the other person down. Or without making you feel guilty about something. You just have to realize that there not your decisions and not your choices. Let them deal with there own consiquences. Some decisions can be life threatening, but learning when to say something and to keep your mouth shut is the biggest decision you will have to make. They say that when you feel like you need to say something the most is the time where you really need to shut your mouth and watch. Caring is hard.

forever me

Its been a long time since I've wrote on this.... I've been great. I've made it to my junior year in high school. i was stoked!! Everything has changed. My whole life. Ive started making my own decisions. I'm beginning to see so many changes. People has even told me. Ive made it so far. i can express my feelings. I'm aloud to be upset and mad, although it becomes less and less as the days go on. its a great escape. i will always love my biological family, but this is truly what I've needed... Mandy has made her own decisions. And i have to except them. i cant change anyone Else's decisions. i can only choose and take responsibilities for my own actions. I love who i am. i have an amazing future. i want to help people. i want to make an amazing difference in the world. i want to create something bigger. anyone one can do it. so why cant i? hopefully ill be writing more. So stay tuned:) oh and by the way. You can be whoever you want to be in life. you CAN make your own decisions. YOU can be apart of something bigger. its not going to be handed to you. i know that. work for it and prove it. it may take time. but its worth it:)
        Yours truly,
                     Skyler