If i could have 1 wish.

If i could have one wish, would i wish for my daddy to be alive so he can hold me one more time. Or in the end would that be a bad thing because for him to hold me one more time it might just put me in more pain, because he would have to leave me all over again. Would i wish to be back with my family in West Virginia, to be around the bad things and walk the streets and remember my past and how it hurt me. For me too look one more time at were i was truly raised and picture my daddy's death aver and over again, because those place around my hometown is where me and him were at. Would i wish for my sister to start over and this time not leave me behind just because she thought she had to. Would i wish to be alone. Higher than the trees higher than the highest mountains. higher than the clouds and higher the n outer space. and higher than whatever else there is. So i could be alone. and free. Would i wish for me to have never existed. Or would i wish to have more wishes. So i could fix me, because everyone knows I'm broken and there is no way to put me back together. Or are all these wishes just dreams. Dreams that could never come true. I stopped wishing along time ago. I don't believe in the magic. I don't make wishes on my birthday or on a shooting star. I have no reason to. My wishes aren't normal. I wish and they do the complete opposite. Dreams for me aren't made to make real. Or at least if my dreams could be real i would be the happiest girl on the entire planet. I could fly with the wind. I could Swim with sharks and dolphins. I could stare at the sun and touch the moon. I could make it to heaven.