Im curious on how far i would get if i left... Would i make it to my destinatin or go half way and turn around and pray that the people i left would take me back? Do i have it made or is living the life i use to live just enough to make me truly have the hole in my heart heeled? To be heeled do i need to face my fears and go to wear my daddy is buried and scream.  My old life is where my territory is and i protect that. Thats my ground. Thats where my blood is. Thats my view that i love the most.