im just me

Im a person.... i get mad and hurt, sad and frustrated... i get lonely at times and scared...sometimes i feel like ive fallen and im stuck on the ground..... i feel worthless... but other days i feel like the luckiest girl in the whole world... i realize i have alot... but at others times i feel like i have nothing.... i keep telling myself that i have to take risks... but sometimes im terrified to... i love who i am.. if it wasnt for my past them i wouldnt be who i am today... i try to be an inspiration to people to show them that there is more than just the one path to go down... i went from a trashy teenager in the past year to someone who has hope in myself... who doesnt just care for rveryone else but cares for me to... i have to be stable before i can help anyone else... ive made alot of mistakes with my life... but i cant change them... i mad choices.. and ive had people make them for me... in the end i only have myself so thats who i need to take care of first... i was lucky to be put in my foster home.. others arent always as lucky.. take my sister for example.. after i ran away i cant beleive they took me back in... they love me for me.. and has only asked me to do one thing... believe in myself.. and beleive me 98% of the time its the hardest thing to ever do but that other 2% is worth everything... :) all people have a struggle.. its not what the person goes through but its how much the person takes and how they handle the situation.. Im proud of who i am