not caring

Its hard enough being in a foster home, but its even harder when no one listens to a damn word u say. n when u threaten them they still dont give a flying fuck!!! i only have a couple ppl tht listen to me. ha nevermind only 1... my aunt wilda. thnk god for her lol. i mean if someone does listen they only listen to half of what i say and sometimes they just turn everything u say around or think of it as something else. im so tired of caring. im gonna put my walls back up n not give a shit :/